I want to write English. But I'm afraid to make mistakes. It is like new experience for me to write such diary notes. It is very exciting.
On the other hand I need to check almost all my sentences. I don't believe that I write all wright. And I can't play with words and write original text.
I hope my first step will be the first step on the long stair to top of literature.
In the last sentence word literature means world of words or wordness. But this word doesn't exist in all dictionaries.